There's so much I'm thankful for in this last year, I barely know where to begin. I'm not quite sure what to say about resolutions either but I guess I can think about that tonight as I watch the countdown on TV. I'm surprising myself this year by not going anywhere or doing anything. Just staying home with Aniki and holding him tight and spending as much time in reflection and nostalgic talk as possible. I'm thinking about possibly postponing our trip of Philadelphia next week to the week afterwards, but then it would be kind of pointless to go because I'd only have a week and a half to enjoy my "vacation".
...oh well. Whatever. I don't really care where we go, just so long as I'm with Aniki and he's happy. And apparently he's unbelievably happy spending an entire day in bed with me just talking or kissing and cuddling or reading a book together in my arms... We've always enjoyed the little things in our relationship, but we've gotten busy lately and barely have time to enjoy each other. I think that will be one of my New Year's resolution. To learn to take as much time as possible to enjoy my love and make sure that I'm not neglecting the fundamental points in our relationship which has always made it perfect to me and to him.
Plus I think I need to just take it easy to begin with, especially since I was riddled with pain like I haven't felt in months yesterday morning all the way into the night and today. Aniki says I'm a classic workaholic case and I need some Valium to chill out (I thought I was chill enough wtf).
And y'know? I wasn't gonna say any of this here, but now I simply want to. There's a terrible neediness that starts to take over when night time comes lately, like I can't get enough physical contact or the smell of him... like I'm addicted to his very presence and it makes me stark CRAZY sometimes that I can't get closer than skin-to-skin, mouth-to-mouth, hand-to-hand, joined bodies, tangled legs, bite marks and sighs... It's terribly maddening how I've gotten lately and it seems to be contagious. He hasn't let me go yet for the morning and I don't think I'm going to be free anytime soon, not that I mind of course. I wonder if there's a name for what I'm feeling on this quiet New Year's Eve... Perhaps it's simply love.
Maybe. What do YOU think?
My right hand is KILLING ME. The pain spasms are starting to annoy me. Aniki's going to wrap it then I'm not gonna use it for the rest of the day.
....well...I'll try not to anyway. >_>
ps- STILL EDITING. HAHA. 8D
Right. So I'm long overdue posting this, but hey. I'm anything but methodical. So over the next couple of days I'm going to try doing something rather stupid and upload my really in need of a good edit manuscript and fix stuff as I go along.
In the meantime I must confess that I've fallen in love with The God Eaters. It's a damn good book, lemme tell ya. I recommend it to anyone looking for a good book to read with strong, delightful, extremely likeable lead characters, malexmale love, non-rancy well placed sex scenes, supernatural cowboy and indian play, and endearing vhfgvgdza szsxdfg moments (which ther are many xD).
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That's actually pretty accurate.
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...really? Well DAMN. XD
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...WOW. W.T.F.
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This one isn't surprising at all. XD;
This is a nice Meme-thingie and fun to write... +_+; Do it yourself, if you want! :3
if i were a month, i would be: December or August
if i were a day of the week, i would be: Sunday or Thursday
if i were a time of day, i would be: NIGHT
if i were a planet, i would be: Saturn
if i were a sea animal, i would be: NIMROD (lawl~~ Serious win to whoever knows what I’m talking about <3)
if i were a direction, i would be: Northeast
if i were a piece of furniture, i would be: the bed or the loveseat
if i were a sin, i would be: Wrath (with a hint of Lust)
if i were a historical figure, i would be: Merlin or someone people aren’t actually sure existed (Not Jesus though, PLEASE)
if i were a liquid, i would be: vintage red wine
if i were a stone, i would be: a Tiger's Eye, onyx, diamond, or azure sapphire
if i were a tree, i would be: a weeping willow
if i were a bird, i would be: An eagle (because they mate for life) or a hawk
if i were a tool, i would be: a laptop
if i were a flower/plant, i would be: A tiger lily
if i were a kind of weather, i would be: windy or cold or both. :D
if i were a mythical creature, i would be: a dragon, wind spirit, or merman
if i were a musical instrument, i would be: guitar, violin or drums
if i were an animal, i would be: ...pfft.. you really need to ask? A feline of course! :DD
if i were a colour, i would be: Blue, any and every shade
if i were a vegetable, i would be: broccoli
if i were a sound, i would be: the sound of music
if i were an element, i would be: the Wind
if i were a car, i would be: A MOTORCYCLE THANK YOU VERY MUCH. D:
if i were a song, i would be: There’s a whole bunch, but for now I’ll say ‘Emmy Rossum – Stay’ and ‘The Postal Service – Such Great Heights’
if i were a movie, i would be directed by: ...whut.
if i were a book, i would be written by: ME!! D: But if I really must list someone... probably Neil Gaiman, Katie Waitman or Poppy Z. Brite. They’d do a good job writing me. xD
if i were a food, i would be: an omelet, or a rice cake... or something sweet D:
if i were a place, i would be: the bookstore or cat shelter XD
if i were a material, i would be: Velvet
if i were a taste, i would be: Spicy
if i were a scent, i would be: the smell of warm sunkissed skin first thing in the morning
if i were a religion, i would be: the religion of nothing wtf NO.
if i were a word, i would be: MINE.
if i were an object, i would be: a ring or earring
if i were a body part, i would be: eyes, lips, neck or tummy... I do love those body parts XD
if i were a facial expression, i would be: smirking or stoic
if i were a subject in school, i would be: Literature or Writing course. Maybe even a Dance class. MAYBE.
if i were a cartoon character, i would be:
if i were a shape, i would be: a star
if i were a number, i would be: 7
Your Guy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[-] You love jeans. (OFF AND ON)
[ ] Dogs are better than cats (CATS RULE. DOGS DROOL.)
[-] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (YES AND NO.)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. (DUH.)
[x] Shopping is torture. (;__; IT. IS. FUCKING. GOD. OW. PAIN.)
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an x-box. (Who doesn't?)
[x] Played with hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (wtf?)
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (all the mentioned+)
[x] You used to be obsessed with power rangers. (I DID. XD)
[-] You watch sports on TV. (I don't watch TV much. -_-)
[x] Gory movies are cool. (YES. And FUNNY. XD)
[x] You go to your dad for advice. (Saki-papa!)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[x] You used to/do collect baseball cards. (I do. Because I collect many MANY things)
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (they are, so long as they're actually OVER my butt thnx)
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (I think you pretty much covered them)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (Oh yeah XD)
[x] Sports are fun. (Yes)
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth. (Ahhaha and this is a "guy" trait huh? Fuck what about us abnormal men? Sheesh!)
[x] Wear boxers.
total = 16.5
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Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss. (I have once or twice XD)
[ ] You love to shop. (fjkf sjkdlg njk dkgjkfsg AHHHHH)
[-] You wear eyeliner. (Sometimes D:)
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors. (Yeah, guilty as charged xD)
[ ] You wear the color pink. (*CRINGE IN PHEAR*)
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport. (X__x;;;;;;;;;)
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (Whut whut WHUT?!)
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall. (Nuuuu)
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. (NO. They HURT usually.)
[x] You like wearing jewelry. (Jewelry WHORE.)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (....wtf?)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. (NO!!!!!)
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (...no. xD;;)
[x] You are/were in cheer leading, gymnastics or dance. (Gymnastics and Dance)
[-] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (Not usually unless my hair doesn't wanna dry and I don't wanna go out looking like a curly fry. 8D;;)
[-] You smile a lot more than you should. (This is a fifty-fifty. If you were truthful to yourself, wouldn't you say the same?)
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (*Proceeds to loathe self.* ALL. ANIKI'S. FAULT---does this question include sandals and boots, because if yes, then it's not only his fault. I DO love boots and potentially dangerous objects I can throw at people with they bother me (aka sandals XD). D:)
[-] You care about what you look like. (Not really? XD; Sometimes I do.)
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can. (Errrmm...)
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. (FELKJNFELKNLS GLJ JLSGJDLGLS NO.)
[-] You wear girl underwear. (I have before and probably will again in the future. XD)
[X] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (I think plushies count don't they?)
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (In theatre class I'm pretty good at being make-up artist)
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
total = 8.5
Half of one, huh? XD;; Well I guess that's alright. Decent balance there, I GUESS.
Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five-fifteen that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months
→ Tag 3 people one person from your friends list.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
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MONTHS
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Is able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
I tag Aniki, Dagger, and Shinji. Okay GO GO GO!!
What is...
1. one place you volunteer (or would like to)? Why?
cat shelter. I love cats and for the few in my town that actually DON'T know where I live or can't make it there, the cat shelter is the one place they can go and if any of them are on deathrow, I'll take them in. <3
2. one book you'd like to see made into a movie? Why?
Only one? XD Well I'd have to say that I'd LOVE to see Good Omens made into a movie... and Left Hand Of Darkness. God that movie would KEEL me. So would The Merro Tree--- FJSLDNSKDN LD KSg DSG I WANT ALL MY FAVORITES MADE INTO A MOVIE DAMMIT. ;_;
3. one creature (living, extinct, or mythical) you'd like for a pet? Why?
Oh my. How about I do this roundabout and say I'd want them all. But definitely a sea monster, a dragon, a unicorn, EVERY SINGLE FELINE-LIKE CREATURE TO EXIST, a mermaid (or merman actually), a gryphon, annnnnnnd a fox. 8D The end.
4. one place on Earth you'd like to visit? Why?
Antarctica. <3 Because it's supaah cold and pretty thar.
5. one talent or skill you'd like to develop? Why?
How to actually USE OC and photoshop better. And why? Because at current I suck. :(
There is a strange beauty in this piece, some sort of elegance that goes far beyond the lighting or the pose itself. The women seem to be sending some message to you through their eyes and their timid/coercing natures. Their victorian hairstyles are compliments for their expressions, which I think is the most striking aspect of the image.
Linked from here: http://antisepticfashion.deviantart.com/art/Acedia-and-Gula-Corsets-58783253
....at least for today. X3
Have You Ever...?
1. Smoked. [ ]
2. Consumed alcohol. [x]
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [x]
6. Had sex. [x]
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. [x]
9. Bought porn. [x]
10. Done drugs. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [x]
3. Lied to your parents. [x] (...to Saki??? Yeah.. XD)
4. Lied to a friend. [x]
5. Been to rehab. [ ]
6. Done something illegal. [x]
7. Cut yourself. [x]
8. Hurt someone. [x]
9. Been to a club. [x]
10. Seen someone die. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
1. Missed curfew. [ ] (never had one before... D: )
2. Stayed out all night. [x]
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x]
4. Been to a therapist. [x]
5. Snuck out of the house. [x] (out of foster homes, yes)
6. Dyed your hair. [x]
7. Received a ticket. [ ] (they could never catch me! >D)
8. Been in an accident. [x]
9. Wished someone to die. [x]
10. Been to a bar. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
1. Been to a wild party. [x]
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [x]
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [x]
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [x]
5. Sniffed anything. [x]
6. Wore black nail polish. [x]
7. Wore arm bands. [x]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [x]
9. Listened to rap. [x] (VERY rarely)
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [ ] (wtf?)
TOTAL SO FAR: 35
1. Dressed Gothic. [x]
2. Dressed prep.[ ]
3. Dressed punk. [x]
4. Dressed grunge. [x]
5. Stole something. [x]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [x]
7. Blacked out. [x]
8. Fainted. [x]
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 42
1. Snuck into someone else's room. [x]
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]
3. Been to a concert. [x]
4. Dry-humped someone. [x]
5. Been called a slut. [x] (In jest by friends and also once or twice by idiots tring to pick a fight -__-;;;)
6. Called someone a slut. [x]
7. Installed speakers in your car. [x]
8. Broken a mirror. [x]
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. [x]
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. [x] (happens ALL THE TIME. XD)
TOTAL SO FAR: 52
1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. [ ]
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x]
3. Cruised the mall. [x]
4. Skipped school. [x]
5. Had surgery. [x]
6. Had an injury. [x]
7. Gone to court. [x]
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. [x] (I forgot my wallet at home! XD So Aniki and I snuck out and got chased by the bouncer aka waiter boy XDDD)
9. Caught something on fire. [x]
10. Lied about your age. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 61
1. Owned/rented an apartment. [x]
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. [x]
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. [ ]
4. Got in trouble with the police. [x]
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. [x]
7. Kissed a stranger. [x]
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. [x]
9. Been harassed. [x]
10. Been verbally harassed. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 70
1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [x]
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [x]
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]
5. Been to a fair. [x]
6. Been called a bad influence. [x] (by many people lol)
7. Drink and drive. [ ]
8. Prank-called someone. [ ]
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
10. Cheated on a test. [x] (quiz actually and I didn't even mean to. xD)
TOTAL SO FAR: 78
-If You Have Less Then 10..write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10..write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]
I'm a HORRIBLE person. XD But this I already knew. ;P